-missing-

我，找不到，
我，到不了，
我，心很乱，
我，很悲伤，
我，想你了，
我，害怕了
不知如何改变
不知如何挽回
不知如何补偿
我，更不知道你是否还爱着我！
尝试，不要
但，我不能
你永远都不知道你是我唯一的解药
唯一可以在我伤心掉泪让我欢笑的人
我心里的雨，已经下了很久
没办法让它雨过天晴
我还坚持着你会回到我身边
但，如今
我已经不敢想了
我害怕现实会毁灭我的坚持
我哭了
我想你了
你，知道吗？
TvT

-burning-

Passion is sweet
Love makes weak
You said you cherished freedom so
You refuse to let it go

Follow your fate
Love and hate
Never fail to seize the day
But dont give yourself away .

Oh when the night falls
And your all alone
In your deepest sleep what
Are you dreaming of

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough I
Said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
Oh the thought keep spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If your the rock I'll crush against

Trapped in a crowd
The music is loud
I said I love my freedom to
Now I'm not sure I do

All eyes on you
Rings so true
Better quit while you're ahead
Now I'm not so sure I am

My soul my heart
If you're near if you're far
My life my love
You can have it all....ooohaaaah.

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough I
Said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
Oh the thought keep spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If your the rock I'll crush against
ooh, if your the rock I'll crush against.

-认错-

I don't believe it　是我放棄了你　

只為了一個沒有理由的決定

以為這次我可以　承受你離我而去　

不必讓你傷心卻刺痛自己

一個人走在傍晚七點的台北City　

等著心痛就像黑夜一樣的來臨

I hate myself 又整夜追逐夢中的你　

而明天只剩哭泣的心

怎麼才能讓我告訴你　我不願意　

教彼此都在孤獨裡忍住傷心

我又怎麼告訴你　我還愛妳　

是我自己錯誤的決定

-Crystal Teo-

Crystal teo..
i promise myself before
you,my dear
is my last love
nobody can hope can grab my bi away from me
Someday
i will show you im not like other boy
Because
i love you
to bi
i trying my best to recover as fast as i can
And
i will show he
what he say is not true
because no people can understand each other in few day
or few week
i tell you
i will understand my dear more then you
i swear!
Even we 1 week only can see 1 time
BUT
i will let my dear be happy in that day
i wont lose you
because i know
when my dear choose me that time
i already got chance and i wont lose you
i TRUST my dear
i wont care last time you treat my bi how good
but
i sure can treat my dear good more then you
I trust you
i love you
Crystal Teo
<3

-time-

近来发觉自己的身体健康很差了，心脏时不时都会发痛，而且呼吸也很困难...我不想让我的家人，朋友和我最爱的你担心。我害怕，我爱你，但怕自己会比你先走，说真的，你的拥抱给了我很大的动力。bi...如果我有什么事，你一定要找一个爱你，疼你的男人...

-lon3lyz-

you know..
when you accept me as you boy friend that time..
how happy i am.
because i no need eat lunch alone.
sad that time no need tolerant alone.
happy that time i can share with you
i do anything also no need alone already.
but,there have too many thing block us.
what i wan.
very easy,just u can care me more.
1week see 1 time i very happy already,
but,you know.
how worry i am,
when i hear u meet trouble
i trying my best to help you,
but.actually what i also cannot do.
i just can like a stupid guy.
see you get suffer.
u know.everytime we argue
my hear also very pain.
no dare to tell u the truth
i don't want u left me alone
everytime u say about he name
i also feel very sad
but i no dare tell you also
because i know when i tell u the truth
you will very angry and don't want choi me anymore..
sometime i will feel,
我不配,
because you are too perfect
me?
just a stupid poor boy..
to you, i can change myself to be a good boy
i can stop smoking
i learn to save money,
i trying to wake up early sleep early.
but..what i do..
also like for nothing.
sometime,
you 1 love me..
can let me happy whole day and maybe will sweet until get a beauty sleep
too many but..
But..the important thing is
i really love you
i fall until very deep already..
i just hope u can love me until i old,
i death..
Crytal Teo
i <3 you