Saturday, July 23, 2011

-无-

清醒许多了

不知为何

我还是有讨厌你的感觉

今晚

朋友和我说了一句很有感触的话

这句话

让我想起了我与你一起开心的日子

时间真得过的很快

转眼间,我们分开了4个月多了

曾经答应过自己不再为你的事而搞到自己那么堕落

我很傻

都过了那么久

为什么我还会因一些敏感的话题而搞到我自己那么 Emo

2各礼拜的假期

哪里也没去到

也没好好的休息到

这两个礼拜的假期

我就用工作这样过了

不想开学

我想要好好的休息!!!

告诉了某人我心里想的东西

有点后悔了

说真的

我真的不想要有为了解我的人

因为,当他们开始了解我时

他们会因为我的烦而慢慢离开我

我,很久很久没有真真的笑过了

我能做的

就只有活在被伤害和开心的回忆里

如果可以的话

我不想要有任何未来...

Monday, July 18, 2011

-forecast-

Human really is a weird animal

specially boy

i cant understand

why you just treasure what you got now

i hope what are you doing now

As a friend

i cant help u anymore and i wont try to help you

please

dont let this trouble become more serious

no people can help you

what you can do is just stop yourself to continue it

i dont think she have a mature thinking and what she doing now

just

dun make it become more serious

i dont want lose any friend anymore

both of you also is my friend

and please think first before what you trying to do or what

and i want to tell you

i most hate those wont treasure their relation de couple

i start to hate her now

hope next the people who i hate not you...

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

-pointless-

没办法告诉任何人

我的问题

希望考试可以快快结束

觉得自己现在跟垃圾没什么分别

一直都把问题蒙在心里

难受

不知是否要感谢神

因为我没那个勇气

我想离开

生活上的压力

已经把我压得很厉害了

不知自己的去向

觉得自己是一个负担

没用



尝试过

但,我还是做不到

对不起!

我是一个没用的孩子

无论在哪一方面

我都做不好

我很想离开!

我缺乏勇气....

谢谢“她”一直得支持

我真的想休息了

一个永远的休息....

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

-Quit-

Feel like

is time to left this big group

dunno why

i feel like i cant continue to join this group anymore

is time to wake up and stop playing and playing

i dun want continue my lifeless life

trying to quit

but

after i quit

i will become no more income

now my life already hard

if less this job

i think i cant continue my life anymore

i feel tired already

in this group

i fall for 2 girls

one of the girls already quit this big family

another has enjoying her happiness life

what can i do now?

feel like our distance slowly far

no more group B

last time

i still can remember how crazy we can played

i very enjoy that time

now

only can memories

all of it become our commemorate

by the way

i release that

friendship

hard to handle

love

wont think anymore

family

i already let them dissapointed 1 time already

what can i do?

ntg..

what a emo night
tear

can you accompany me tonight?

i need you...

Sunday, July 10, 2011

-good-

you

grow up already

you already know what should u do now

you really is the 1st girl who i respect more

and you are the super good example for me to learn

Seriously,i feel so touch when i saw your blog

Now

"Super Shu" really suit you

i learned many thing from you there

And

i can feel your happiness now

you are going stronger and stronger

Family love

always is the best

hope u can enjoy and treasure it

all of this

not money can buy one

Even if you go far away again

You'll always be in my heart

Still filled with your ladies smile

Embraced by the fragments of you

Even when I feel pain, we're still connected

So I believe we'll meet again

Last

Thanks you again

and hope u can pass your exam with flying colour again

Thursday, July 7, 2011

-special-



特别,这首歌已经成功地战胜了我的情绪
歌词满有意识的
就把你当成一个纪念
不肯带着一种伤悲
如此疯狂的爱怎么能体会
一段....完美....
我深爱过你的特别
所以不后悔
我们之间爱着绵延
快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别
却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱
适合浅尝不适合是深的沉醉<<
超喜欢这段的歌词。

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慢慢地发现我开始会在意你了
但是,我能做的只是等你上线
然后找你谈天,和你说废话
不知何时开始
等你上线,已成为了我的习惯
不敢告诉你
也开始对单身感到厌倦了
很想好好再去爱一个人
希望这次的爱,换来的不是伤害
我,想追你